it's 11 am, i'm at my local coffee shop, sipping on cold coffee, nerding out, waiting for a phone call. i should be halfway to new york right now. or, at least, i thought i'd be. not sure what's going on. things aren't falling apart. they're shredding themselves. i lost my passport in toronto last week. way to go me. what was originally going to be a two- or three-car convoy was down to two people as of last night. the travel expense guarantee comes through on email and it's half of what we expected. i'm broke as shit; i haven't worked in a month. last night i spoke to my dj. he was going to call me between two and three am to make plans for leaving today. we planned on leaving early. i still haven't heard from him. i hope he's okay. and, then, the cherry on top, i went to plug in my phone when i got up this morning and discovered that - of course - i had left my phone charger in toronto. so, to recap: i have no money, not enough of a guarantee to cover gas money, not enough people to all chip in and make the gas affordable, no phone, no dj, no ride, and, even if all of that stuff was in a neat little row, i probably can't get across the border anyway with an expired driver's license... she wants revenge are back. this cat sums them up pretty nicely, me thinks. the last one, well, yeah, it's a bit of a weird feeling. i don't think i ever actually liked the record, but i listened to it a lot. i guess that's gotta mean for something. i'll check out the new one. hell, i'm still looking for this and this.
i'd also like to hear the new kenna record. shit, i'd still like to hear the old kenna record. aside from a song or two, i don't think i ever got a chance to check it out. i know i'd looked for it a bunch of times. stores just don't stock things they haven't heard of, i guess. anyway, i'm a b-boy right now (the b stands from broke), so i'll be downloading all of this shit if i can find it. forgive me fellas, you know i love to buy my cds, but right now, it ain't happening. i'll try to make it up to you at some later date... still sitting here. still no phone call. still no email. what the sh*t is going on? ah well. refill time, warm it up (kane). i'm gonna get my ass back home and do something productive while i'm waiting to find out what's going on. got some new songs in the can my lovelies, and more on the way. i'm having kittens, and i want you all to take one home...
Decision making, after the fact
19 hours ago